PADLOCKS
LIVING WITH SID AND NANCY
DEN
BROWNE
Publisher: Backstage Books
I like this a lot. A pocket sized book
that packs a punch within its
170 pages. It’s full of first hand knowledge, experience and tales of
Sid Vicious and girlfriend Nancy Spungen. Not the above ground star
stuff, but the underbelly, the reality of their life during 1977 and
78. What’s more, it’s all new to the reader. Why now? Author Den Browne
has waited for those closest to him, who may be upset by the
revelations, to have passed away. The tale is that grim.
Den lived with Sid And Nancy. It
started when the couple turned up in Eton Avenue looking to score. They
rang the doorbell to the wrong flat, they were looking for Gerry, they
got Den, another heroin user. The ensuing encounter as they travelled
across London in the ‘Glitterbest taxi’ gives you an indication of the
ride Padlocks will take you on. It’s a story that becomes entwined
almost immediately with the author’s own increasingly desperate life.
This makes it even more real.
Regarding the ‘Glitterbest taxi’, Den
viewed it as a perk in the pursuit of drugs. Sid and Nancy took it in
turns to call McLaren and his PA Sophie Richmond having dreamt up new
reasons for needing more cash or to call the taxi. Deceit from all the
protagonists runs throughout.
As far as Sid and Nancy go, Den’s first
impressions were they “were obviously crazy about each other”. He noted
that Sid’s bond with Johnny Rotten was initially strong but as
the months passed and divisions and mistrust within the group and
management grew, their friendship faltered. Sid’s moods also darkened,
changing from "joking around to potential violence with no warning of
build-up”. It seems tour manager John ‘Boogie’ Tiberi became one of the
few people Sid felt he could trust.
If you were expecting tales of the pair
engaging in wild sex, forget it. They had a virtual non-existent sex
life due to Sid’s drug intake. Den himself, on occasion, filled that
particular gap in Nancy’s life. Following one such screw, Nancy told
Sid what had happened. Den feared the worst. Sid’s response; “You can
fuck who you want to babe, you know that”.
Following the Sex Pistols tour of the
USA in January 78 which saw the band fragment, Sid and Nancy moved into
Pindock Mews. Den would visit. Sid was out on post-Pistol (Rock ‘N’
Roll Swindle) duty most afternoons but Den recalls how positive he
appeared during this time and how much pride he took in his My Way
record. Shortly after, Sid and Nancy went to the USA, never to
return.
It’s worth noting that Padlocks is not
about the Sex Pistols themselves, Den never saw them live nor attend a
rehearsal. This delves purely into the life/existence of Sid. Both Sid
and Nancy shared with Den their views on the Sex Pistols and the
dynamics within, the Pistols’ music, punk rock, their upbringings and
so much more. For a while, the flat in Eton Avenue is where they would
vent all their thoughts, feelings, and anger. It is what makes this so
valuable and so compelling. There is much that could be quoted in this
review but it would be a case of Spoiler Alert. It’s best you discover
it for yourselves, some of it is uncomfortable.
As a final point, when the film Sid And
Nancy was released back in the 80s, director Alex Cox said he hoped it
would show the horrors of heroin and act as a deterrent. It may have
done to a point, but there was still an element of glamour. There is no
glamour in Padlocks. It is a window into the life Sid and Nancy
actually lived. Furthermore, the author lays bare the full impact his
own 12 years
of addiction has had on his life. If you still choose this lifestyle
after reading Padlocks, I can only repeat what Den’s Auntie Rita once
said to him; “Well, I can’t see any hope for you in that
case”.
Reading it left me drained. I can’t
recommend it highly enough.
Review by Phil Singleton (January
2024)
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